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xihe ([personal profile] xihe) wrote in [community profile] outglut2018-12-10 09:23 am
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MEME MONDAY: FEAR & DESIRE

Alright, guys, it's Monday, the start of a new week. Hopefully everyone's enjoying the winter season so far, and hasn't been getting too much snow (or too much sun, for those in the southern hemispheres)! To brighten up the Monday blues, here's what'll hopefully be the first of many themed discussion days.

People are, ofc, fully welcome to post details about their characters outside of these! These are just to encourage conversation and help people open up on discussing their characters. :)

For our FIRST MEME MONDAY, tell us about your character's fears and desires! Feel free to do several characters, or to do just one - it's up to you. :] Similarly, feel free to answer whichever of the questions you prefer, or all of them.

  • What's their biggest fear? Is there anything that makes them scared? Why? And if not, what inspires their bravery?
  • What's their greatest desire? Do they have a goal in life, or are they just drifting along? If so, what motivates them in either case?
  • And on a player-level: what are your favorite motivations for characters? Are there certain goals that you love reading about - self-serving ambition, trolls that live for their quadrants, etc, etc? Are there any fears that you love to write?
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[personal profile] firedjinn 2018-12-11 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
FEARS:
Tuzuki: Getting caught, obviously. Whatever she did, I don't think she regrets it, but she also doesn't know how or want to deal with anythe consequences. She skips town, she keeps running, she finds another name and sign, and doesn't have to think about what she did beyond making it out alive.

Aranda: Loneliness. She can't stand the idea of not having friends. It's part of what drives the upper layers of generic murderous highschool mean girl -- she doesn't want to be left out, and she'll often act like an ass if it means people will hang out with her.

Kaoboe: He's still very young, so his concerns lie more in not being able to do enough for the empire, and the realization that the world he's expecting is just fiction. He wants to be the cowboy sheriff dude like in his movies, and he's in for a harsh awakening when he sees the alien frontier firsthand (and how rare it is for a burgundy like himself to get any kind of credit... for anything...)


DESIRES:
Tuzuki: Finding some way to completely leave her past behind, to successfully disguise herself as someone else and stay that way forever. Preferably away from the brooding caverns, too.

Aranda: She'd want actual friends if she understood the concept of people being around her for reasons other than quadrants or fear (and rarely the latter.) Not having to see her flushcrush look sad every time Aranda kills some rustie or another would be nice, too.

Kaoboe: To meet an actual alien, and either feel completely justified in killing it, or being able to hide it in his house like in a heist film (he'd only try this because he lives in the middle of nowhere and might get away with it for a while.)


OTHER STUFF:

I really likes characters who start out fully planning to betray/assassinate/whatever another character, but end up slowly feeling worse and more conflicted about the idea, and eventually switch sides (or at least ditch whoever told them to do this, if it wasn't their idea) to avoid going through with it. I'm also a bit fond of characters who end up obsessing over some single stupid thing because they need SOMETHING to aim for, and proceed to do the stupid thing by the end of the story, through sheer determination and ridiculousness.
Edited 2018-12-11 06:10 (UTC)
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[personal profile] firedjinn 2018-12-12 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, Tuzuki's the jade. Not 100% sure what her deal is regarding the caverns yet. Maybe it's related to the thing she did, or the thing she did was to avoid going there. \_(o~o)_/


The high school mean girl thing... I'm still making some stuff up as I go, but the main idea was... you know that one plot you see sometimes, especially in works for kids, talking about peer pressure? That one plot where the protagonist wants to hang out with the Cool KidsTM and the cool kids go "Well, if you wanna hang with us you first gotta ditch your loser friend/beat up another kid we don't like/egg someone's house/help us rob a convenience store"? (And the protagonist is supposed to back out at the last minute because they're a good kid, but real kids sometimes don't.)

Aranda's origin story is basically that. She became one of the lackeys in the highblood clique in her school/area/whatever, and is now sorta the Alpha Bitch's right-hand-gal. Maybe even thinks of their relationship as a quadrant thing. Either way she's powerful socially, but still not at the top, which is why her acting like an ass still comes from a need to be validated and feel like she has friends. Unfortunately, the paradigm of being an asshole to people below you on the ladder to get Friendship Points from the people above her appears to be the default for highbloods, and it's the only system she knows.


And yeah, Kaoboe is in for sad times. I have a little more info on him here.
Edited (fixed a typo) 2018-12-14 01:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] astriferal 2018-12-13 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Kaoboe sounds like he belongs in an alien action film and I LOVE that. Also, I like to imagine "generic murderous highschool mean girl" is a phrase often used on Troll TVTropes... It's a good phrase X)
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[personal profile] firedjinn 2018-12-13 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Haha, yeah. I imagine Troll Mean Girls is more or less the same thing but with significantly more Actual Murder.

And yeah, Kaoboe definitely wants to be the action film dude, a little like Jake in that sense. He's in the middle of a phase where he roleplays as the "town sheriff" for his little hive (kid lives out in sandfrick nowhere), shooting wildlife for practice while pretending they're "aliens resisting the glorious alternian empire" or whatever. It's cute. His aim is getting very good.